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anyone liked that poem by pablo neruda? don't hear nothing from nobody.. depressing - It's my life and anything else in between.
Soo Jin

SooJin
Date: 2002-10-26 01:00
Subject: anyone liked that poem by pablo neruda? don't hear nothing from nobody.. depressing
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I haven't been posting much cos.. frankyl it doesn't seem like it matters to anyone whether or not I post and that's depressing in a way..
That and the fact that I've been lazy... hahaha
I have more ppl on my list of LJ friends and some of them are .. firebrands.. okay not really firebrands but opinionated people.. and seeing how I enjoy a good debate here and there.. ( when I don't have a bleeding headache that is )

lately, news have been preoccupied with death and destruction not that it has never been but why doesn't good news or news about people doing really really selfless things be on front page news?
I think there is a saying somewhere, "there is no news like bad news" not sure if it actually exists or if i just thought it up.. =)

Oh yea... I've been accused of being rude.. NOW I don't really think I'm rude, I'm just direct and blunt to the point that I don't know how to be tactful or rather don't choose tact as the way to go when replying ppl without really thinking. Like when I was buying the 'asam laksa' , the lady asked me if they could put the 4 small packets into 2 large ones like merging them.. and I just said No.. really curt and everyone around me started sniggering.. and I realised that it was a little.. harsh.. hehe but when I think about it, I don't really know how to reply her otherwise. Then yesterday, Eka ( Cindy's housemate ) asked if I was joining them for dinner and I said " No " just that one word.. and she exclaimed how rude.. lol =) I've got to get rid of this bluntness a little.. otherwise I'll end up making a lot of enemies =)

anyhow.. let's see
I missed some classes on thursday got in at 12.30+ and then had to bum around with nary a person to have lunch with. Lunch companion was supposed to be Cindy but I kinda was late.. hehe and she had class so I ate by myself. Isil and Aishah were sort of my companions. Then they left for class so I sat with Maria.. and then went to look for PY in the lib and then talked to her some. She actually ate the whole large "asam laksa" that I bought for her.. it was just a tad surprising.. that's all =) THEN... I went for my Econs class.. last lecture.. definitely.. cos if i pass, I'll go on and if I fail, I'll stop studying so it's make or break time.
I played ball after class. I dunno if it's the week lay-off or I dunno.. but I was in a daze.. Seems like I'm always making excuses for myself isn't it.. =) Anyway, point was I sucked.. =D
went for drinks with Aimann.. then sat and waited for Cindy to appear.. and then the little thing with Eka ( refer above ) happened.. heh =P I went home and studied some.

Today, had lunch with Payal and Cindy and went for my tute after that. I got my assignment back and I was rather disappointed with my marks and I was arguing with my tutor a bit about it. Came back with Cindy.. and watched that Chinese movie, Love Undercover. Went out and bought some snacks.. had delicious cendol, spicy Rojak Penang.. and some banana fritters and other assorted stuff.. needless to say was a bit full. We had a nap after that and I ended up missing the free dinner that I was supposed to have courtesy of MBC or more specifically the Merchandise shop, It's the HoD's way of showing appreciation to those active members =) but I had to miss it.. bleh

So went to Sun Hin Loong for dinner.. the grilled fish stall was closed.. AGAIN!!! omigod.. it's sooo annoying.. I want grilled fishie!! cos it's bloody delicious.. anyhow, dinner over, sent Cindy home and here I am.. neglecting my studies =)

adios peeps.. hope to see you ( most of you anyway ) SOON
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this love is serious: hotness
User: freebishchick
Date: 2002-10-25 14:15 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Keyword:hotness
hey! i care whether you post or not!
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2002-10-25 21:30 (UTC)
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aww you're too kind =)
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Tricia
User: red_dot
Date: 2002-10-25 18:54 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Isn't the aim of a journal anyway to not bother whether anyone cares about the fact of whether you post or not?

That aside, I do care. Besides, I'm too busy to send a decent email nowadays and it's a great way to read about what you've been up to.

And that poem....well...no comment from me because it brings back painful memories, which I'd rather not let resurface. Lest I become some lovesick fool again, and ultimately, fucking up.

(i think this comment is the longest comment I've ever written. Longer than my own bloody posts. Ha!)
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Joobs - Tan
User: joobs
Date: 2002-10-26 05:05 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
oh.. u know that all of us care for u. haha. :)
I haven't really been posting much ... been a lil bit busy..
hehe. i'll keep dropping a few words alright next time? Since u need to be 'reassured' by people that we care for u! heh..
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2002-10-28 06:30 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
weird didn't get comment notification
wonder why...
okok.. i won't complain =P
i'm such an attention seeker eh? =)
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Joobs - Tan
User: joobs
Date: 2002-10-28 21:01 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
haha! speaking of attention seekers...

Maybe its in your hotmail junk mail folder??
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2002-10-29 06:46 (UTC)
Subject: Re:
no
it goes to my yahoo e-mail
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