i'm finding myself disgustingly unstimulating company, mentally not physically..
how does one become witty and charming? or am i doomed to be the grey square that I feel I am most of the time? sigh
reason I fell this way is because I feel shunned.. =) weird but true..
I feel shunned.. maybe it isn't so weird.. I think i'm in my No one cares/loves me phase
hmmm.. food for thought
I need a shrink? =)