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What do you want? - It's my life and anything else in between.
Soo Jin

Date: 2009-06-28 00:03
Subject: What do you want?
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I am feelingindifferentindifferent
Listening toDavid Cook - Light On
Tags:introspection, reflections, relationships
"What do I want?"

I think that's a question that everyone asks and no one truly figures out the answer.
Sure a lucky few gets it right but for everyone else, it's basically groping around in the dark in a minefield. It can go so wrong. So very wrong. What makes matters worse is that in this blind search of ours, other people becomes involved in it and by dint of involvement, suffers some sort of distress.

I've caused distress again in my on-going search. I don't know what else to add to that except that I wish that it didn't have to be this way but I've not yet found that which I seek. Maybe when I do, then the trail of anguish will finally stop somewhere. But for now, when you see me coming, it's best to run the other way. I don't want you to get caught up the mess that is my search.
Just a head's up. Don't say I didn't warn you. I do get caught up in the moment.

I did have dinner with a friend last night. It was nice and funny and entertaining. Could be worse. Heh.

So I'm at home on a Saturday night. Feeling a little anti-social, evidenced by me hacking down a lot of people during futsal. This week's futsal sessions have been rather frustrating. Keep hitting the post or the bar. Sure I scored a few but it should have been more. But I think I played pretty hard this week. Feel quite good about that.
I don't really wanna call anyone to baby-sit me.
That's why I've managed to catch up on ONE episode of 'House'.
Olivia Wilde is fine.. M-I-G-H-T-Y fine.
I like that sort of look I guess.. Slightly haughty, piercing eyes, very nice smile.
Her predecessor was her opposite. Jennifer Morrison, warm, soft, soulful eyes.

I think the piercing eyes bit is about getting through. Getting through the veil that we draw across ourselves and not letting people in. You'd have the perception that they can see beyond that and there'd be no need to explain just someone understanding you for yourself. That has a certain appeal to me. I can't speak for anyone else but yea.. getting through. That's important

Oh and Rose Bryne is pretty nice as well.. yeap.

I'm rambling again and that'd be a sign for me to stop.
Have a good weekend people.

On a totally unrelated note, there's an English version of My sassy girl? starring Elisha Cuthbert no less. 1 thumb up!
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