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Soo Jin

Date: 2009-01-08 09:45
Subject: running out of titles
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Tags:random, reflections
I truly believe that my inability to 'let go' i.e. look stupid, be adventurous, etc.. hinders me from connecting to ppl and living fantastic lives.
Mine is an exercise of the mundane with no passion whatsoever.
Some ppl are really into cars and they can go on and on and on about it
Some are into fishing and they'd extol on the therapeutic properties of that activity, etc.

me. I like making money
other than that.. I don't see myself having anything I'm passionate about.

I nominally support Manchester United. more a closet supporter because I don't declare my affiliation. I don't wear their jerseys. I don't have an e-mail address with my idol's name on it.
I don't get defensive of them if someone criticises them. Being passionate about something means putting myself out there to be ridiculed. At least for me anyway.

Better to be safe. mm..

This post is inspired by looking at the pictures ppl take. The sheer joy and exuberance depicted in there. I envy them. Yet I'll never put myself in that position.
Solving this little conundrum would be a challenge.

o well..

I guess it's official. I'm anal retentive.

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User: soonja
Date: 2009-01-08 09:11 (UTC)
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there are people worse than you, like yours truly. i even have problems cosying up with the ex, family and closest friends.

you're alright... i don't think you are. at least you're very good with words. maybe that's how you express yourself. you can't win them all.

and the part on soccer- you're, or very well should be waaaay over that phase of having an "idol". it's called growing up. and being a teenage leon lai fanatic doesn't seem to make me any less anal retentive either. :OP
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User: dcsjin
Date: 2009-01-09 04:53 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
you're not that bad.. you do have serious problems letting go but you're a good person.. i suspect even better than i am.. I'm in disguise.. hahaha
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