Of late, my mind have been bogged down by worries.

Everyday worries,
future worries,

In short, I'm a worrier.
I might not show it since I profess to have a optimistic outlook but that's actually liberally laced with a deep seated paranoia.

So what do I worry about?
I worry about work
about competition, about staying ahead, about what if I'm not good enough, not innovative enough.. It's hard to match up with a trail-blazer.. Us lesser souls just have to make do.
I worry about life
about wynni, about family, about friends, about what if i'm not that good enough person for that.
I worry about health
about my life expectancy, about why so many things seem to be wrong with my body.. joints, aches, etc..
I worry about choices
what ones I've made, the ones I'm making and the ones I'll make
Then I think about my past and my regrets...
The 'what-ifs' the 'should-haves' and the 'if only's'

Some say that the past is best left alone and we must move forward and live life and improve ourselves.
But our past determines who we are so I guess the past is important but equally important is not forgetting to move on and not LIVE in the past. we can remember but we don't have to re-live it.

Of course.. I never say anything.. so to many, I'm just the know-it-all who's constantly right all the time and sneers at the sinners who cannot keep it straight..=)

So what keeps you up at night?