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Soo Jin

Date: 2007-09-15 18:24
Subject: seriously neglecting the journal..
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I am feelinggratefulgrateful
Tags:introspection, random, recap, reflections

For my friends, you know what this means..
My life is now drama free (mostly) so I have not that much to bitch and moan about AND hence the lack of updates..
I go through periods like these all the time.

Lazy and inspired then 'bo liao' then lazy again.. vicious cycle!

Me and Wyn Ni seem to be getting the hang of each other.. just working out the kinks in the communication process.
I've been told I'm a 'ganas (fierce)' person to talk to or to look at on occasions
Maybe it's the prominent eyebrows
the semi-permanent scowl or just the black look on my face.. hehe

Haven't been meeting any new ppl though I have been meeting a fair number of suppliers and etc..
House is coming along.
I still get irked by people who cannot return phone calls or msgs. (you know who you are -_-)
We may be starting a business in hongkong which ultimately I'd need to run.. Not sure if I'm up to the challenge.. I'm lazy and I feel like I have too much to do as it is now.
Been working and feeling really tired by the end of everyday.
Business is actually not too bad but still an underlying sense of pessimism. Like things will go belly up at any moment.

I will be away in October and November.
First a trip to Japan
and then a trip to USA.
I'd most likely not be around to celebrate my bday but keep the presents coming.. =D *shameless*

Keegan was back briefly to attend to a family bereavement so we caught up a little.
His little sister is 13 already I think but she remembers none of us cos she was too young when she met us.. lol
Good times in Hongkong with 8 of us visiting Keegan and family back in '98

The past seems a recurring theme this month.
I've been getting some unwelcome flashbacks occasionally. Nothing major and usually after having a minor tiff.
You get reminded by how you got to where you are at the moment.
The side-roads and the compromises that you made to arrive at where you are today. Not to mention the things that you learn along the way but that's a given. So yea.. the people you meet, the people who contributed to your development as a person, the people who gives you a smile when you see them/think of them, people who've got your back, people who appreciate you and show their appreciation. All these responses and feedback drives/feeds the cycle of behaviour and reward and ultimately shapes the person that you become.
Well that and your conscience too.. ;)

E-mails with people, msn chats with the past.
Laughing at the foolish things that we used to do. Wondering what will the future hold.. All that stuff

So as always, I'm thankful for the things and events and the people that have brought me to who/where I am today. Even if we can't be friends, I still won't be able to hate you. Not even those 2.. ;)
enough mushy stuff

cheers peeps and have a great weekend.

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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2007-09-18 00:41 (UTC)
Subject: That's deep, bro.
Oi, reminiscing over what ah?! So 'deep' laa your post. Looks like someone's REALLY growing up now :P

Anyways, I thought this post was real sweet. About how the ppl we know and knew (hmmm....) have shaped us into who we are. So true.

Catch you around sometime soon. When is the hse expected to be finished? In time for helping me baby-sit?

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User: dcsjin
Date: 2007-09-18 00:55 (UTC)
Subject: Re: That's deep, bro.
"I still get irked by people who cannot return phone calls or msgs. (you know who you are -_-)"

You know who that refers to right?

I've always had my moments of 'depth'.. Just that you weren't around to catch it..

as for your question.. It's just one of those times, the month kinda thing. Things were so different last year for example that I wouldn't have a clue that i'd end up where I am today.
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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2007-09-28 05:42 (UTC)
Subject: Re: That's deep, bro.
oh yea? why don't you try making a phone call or reply a text msg when one hand is holding a squirming baby and the other a bottle of milk..?? wise guy.
Now with the princess around, many ppl don't get replies from me n things don't get done pronto. I'll get around to answering when i'm not busy trying to catch a catnap. motherhood is hectic!!! so glad i'm back at work leh....
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User: dcsjin
Date: 2007-09-28 05:45 (UTC)
Subject: Re: That's deep, bro.

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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2007-09-19 08:50 (UTC)
Subject: hmm...
we need to talk more.

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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2007-09-21 09:13 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
o so is wynni ur new gf?
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User: dcsjin
Date: 2007-09-22 19:16 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
you are?
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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2007-09-21 09:35 (UTC)
Subject: i think " officially yes"
oh both are so nice couple! :) Hello Wyn Ni~! - charlene.
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