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true state of my mind... - It's my life and anything else in between.
Soo Jin

Date: 2006-03-17 00:57
Subject: true state of my mind...
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I am feelingle tired
When I have issues with sayang.. like today.. just a minor thing.. I think about the bitch and the bastard and I think about all the evil things that I'd do to people who's hurt me.. in this instance, stomp on him over and over.. remove all fittings on his yellow submarine... and etc..etc.. but something just holds me back.. I wonder if it's the fear of the law? or the fear of what people would then think of me or I don't know..
but after I calm down and stuff, the thoughts just goes away again..
perhaps it's just a manifestation of my most recent big hurt though it's been quite a while already like a shiny beacon that draws my ire.. it'll be a year next month.. yay.. =)

Sayang's going back to Jambi.. haih.. What will I do without her?
We watched Underworld the other day.. Kate Beckinsale is teh hotZ!!! hot I tell you.. seriously hot.. w00t..
9 more months to go... =) time to say goodbye to the old and hello to the new.. whee..

I still haven't seen Gamarjobat..
*glares at Pat*

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User: dcsjin
Date: 2006-03-17 01:05 (UTC)
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where where? what icon?
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User: dcsjin
Date: 2006-03-17 01:07 (UTC)
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oh.. like doh
that's my sayang.
Sayang is Malaysian language for dearest

who else would I be holding so tight?
*looks around*
there's only her.. really.. really really.. =D
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