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and so the truth is revealed. - It's my life and anything else in between.
Soo Jin

Date: 2005-05-12 14:34
Subject: and so the truth is revealed.
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I am feelingcynicalcynical
what irony..
someone I thought of as a good friend is the new bf..
someone I turned to when I was sad.. lol
my cousin was right about him.. how could I have been so blind? I encouraged her to go out with him even.. lol
oh well.. It's good to see people's true faces.. at least I know now.. I even asked him to go to Alor Setar with me.. gosh.. I'm such an idiot.. lol
I don't know what else to say..
be wary of friends? friends that you trust? hahaha..
who to trust.. where to turn to..
I have no idea..

but hey..
life goes on right? =)
parts of his msg
blablabla.. no one to blame, blablabla.. probably feel betrayed.. blablabla

I don't think I have the capacity for tears anymore. Just numb and in shock..
so bloody suspicious.. he was out a lot.. and she was out a lot..
he said he had a lot of work.. blablabla.. =) Now I know better.
Maybe what I'm feeling is.. the loss of someone I thought is a dear friend..
Not so much of.. what he did.. I don't know..
Just feels dirty.. ugh
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