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SooJin
Date: 2005-04-10 14:42
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I had lunch with support group 5 which comprises of Hui Ping and Jess.. I don't know what I hoped to expect from the lunch.. more words of comfort.. the messenger may be different.. but the message is the same.. it's over.. move on..
accept it..
=)
I tell myself that too.. but I'm still stupid..
time will heal..
so eventually I can look back without the pain... but until that day comes...
life is gonna suck.. lol
but.. i'll live

I did more stupid things today.. I bought water for her.. and.. chocolate milk which I promised and.. I saw the herbal eggs.. and I bought 2 for her..
4 boxes of water.. wooo =)
of course.. support group 5 was scolding and scolding but.. buy already
and it's one of my worry.. so fix it so i don't worry lor..
so i have one less worry..

eventually i'll forget to worry
sometimes I wish that I can fast forward time or reverse time..
then i can fast forward to a point when I stop feeling pain..
or reverse to relive certain moments..

sigh

no one else around atm.. none of the support groups i mean.. so.. I'm at home.. hope to get work done..
=)

I woke up with a start this morning.. and couldn't go back to sleep.. 5 hours.. under 5 hours of sleep.. haiyo.. gonna look like a big ass panda..
cried while packing her clothes.. she had quite a lot of things left still..
clothes.. facial stuff.. miscellaneous stuff.. and.. i don't know.. i lost my composure.. I wanted to scream but that would raise questions.. so I held it in.. and cried to the 4 walls of my room.. will probably need to release the tap.. a few more times before I stop..
but... yeah..
I dunno
I think i'm coping..
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Olle
User: ulwen
Date: 2005-04-10 09:18 (UTC)
Subject: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Lots of words hurt my head!

Ouch ouch ouch...

Being hung over sucks!
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Lean, mean, fighting machine
User: mishlean
Date: 2005-04-10 10:05 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
How are you feeling? What happened this time?? Ok...here's a tip, let's not be bitchy or anything but your support group is right. if she's going to say she doesn't love you anymore, you can still lover her but she can get her OWN water, chocolate milk and damn herbal eggs. Or else, u could always get her more of them and hopes she gets gas! I hope you feel better soon! *huGz*
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User: (Anonymous)
Date: 2005-04-10 10:40 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
I actually found that comment refreshing! :) Good one... yes Soo Jin... gasss is the right way...
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2005-04-10 16:48 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
who's this?
post name la?
i wanna.. give.. smileys where it's due =)
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Olle
User: ulwen
Date: 2005-04-10 16:36 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
Now that I have outlived the pain I probably deserved since yesterday I can say I agree with mishlean on this one.

minus the *huGz* part. It should be something along the lines of *humps leg* instead.

Dinnertime for me. I wonder if there is a word for beakfast-dinner like there is for brunch. Something like Brinner I guess. Of course that means on fire in swedish. Anyway I'll be eating brinner soon. Mmmm food good.
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2005-04-10 16:47 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
hahaha.. i love u guys.. =)
and.. i could use hugs.. haven't had much of those in a while...
physical contact is very.. empowering..
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2005-04-10 16:50 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
fire dinners are good...
i wonder what would be different.. =)
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SooJin
User: dcsjin
Date: 2005-04-10 16:51 (UTC)
Subject: (no subject)
emm.. what happened this time..
how to say?
My idea of love and her idea of love don't match i guess..
no sparks.. no chemistry.. etc..
=)

i blame myself totally for it.. while I was already preparing myself.. but it was a shock that it came so soon..
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