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more fitful sleep - It's my life and anything else in between.
Soo Jin

Date: 2003-01-26 10:03
Subject: more fitful sleep
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I am feelingresolved
had trouble staying asleep.. =) I slept at 4 an i woke up at 7 something then 8 something a few times then 9 something a few times.. I'm not sure but I think I had some nice dreams and some nightmares.. no prizes for guessing who it was about.. I think I've just started to pressure her again though and that's the last thing I want to do. It's either I'll be patient and wait for her to reach the stage when she is ready for a commitment or I'll have to look elsewhere.. I would like to think we can still have a future together and i want to wait for that future..

though i know deep down that it will never be possible.. =) I'm pessimistic that way.. good things can't happen to me too often.. I'm too unlucky for that to happen. but i'm determined to enjoy whatever time that she'll allow me to have with her.. =)
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