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hmm.. - It's my life and anything else in between.
Soo Jin

Date: 2003-01-24 07:29
Subject: hmm..
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I am feelingrealisation
Listening toAvril Lavigne - Complicated
Today marks the 5 months that we are together.. I finally slept at 4.30? or so.. I slept fitfully and I woke up before the alarm rang at 7 am.. If I saw myself now 5 months ago, I wouldn't recognise myself.. in fact, I was one of those people who laughed at those guys who were jealous, possessive people and I've come to realise that I've become the thing I despised most. I used to say girl only wat.. it's not the end of the world.. this past few days.. no... more like the past 2 months.. I've had to endure being away from her and when she was here, had to fight? for her attention..

I wonder what you guys will think, seeing all my crazed post. It's like in the movies when they stumble across the room where the serial murderer lived.. and it's the same recurring theme all over the walls, floors, ceilings.. and the air that hangs about there is despair.

I know I will snap if I continue the way I am, so I think she's right. A break will do us good... It'll allow me to get used to the fact that some people see each other once every 2 weeks.. =) It'll be one of the longest 2 weeks of my life but I will be strong for my own sake cos no one can save me from my private hell.
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